己所不欲，勿施于人

从前，有一个男生和一个女生是同学。假期开放了，那男生才主动联络那女生。虽然那女生没发现到那男生在课室的存在，但那男生几乎每天都发短讯给那个女生，简讯里他们无话不说，聊得蛮开心的，毫无压力。女生习惯了每天都和那男生传简讯。那男生会把心事告诉那女生，那女生就会陪着他细心地聆听并安慰他。

假期结束后，那男生终于和那女生见面了。第一次见面双方都蛮尴尬的，至少他们都依照片认得彼此。见面后，他们还是像之前一样，通信息，搞活动。所谓：“好花不常分开，好景不长在”不知道为什么他开始对她很冷淡，不再像以前一样常常发短信给她。她开始觉得好奇并开始担心他，心想他怎么了？

有一天那个男生发短信给那个女生，他向那女生说因为他一段失去的爱情而他心已死。他不想那女生对他有期望，所以一直强调不要对他有任何关心。那男生不喜欢那女生，但还是假扮好人，一直把那个女生往外推，推给另外一个正在追求她的人。他很害怕那个女生会喜欢上曾经受过情伤并正疗伤的他。他并不知道正在追求那女生的男生到底是怎样的人，但是却不停地告诉女生那个正在追求她的男生有多好，有多适合她。他往往不知道说出那些话他正伤害着他自己和那个女生。其实那女生想从他口中听到的不是另一个男生的好，而是他真正的心底话。
那女生从他口中可以感觉到他的害怕和无奈。每天反复无常的他有时会很低落，有时会说出奇奇怪怪的话，让那女生摸不着头脑。当他低落时会发短讯向那个女生诉苦。那女生都会开导他，逗他开心，不想他再伤心。当那个女生和正追求她的男生一起出现时他会便显得不自然，一句话都没跟她说，就像陌生人一样。那女生就觉得很好奇并且很失望，最后她才得知原来他因为看见那女生和追求她的男生坐在一起而只好对她冷淡并不沟通。那女生知道后很矛盾，到底他心里是怎么想的，他是在吃醋吗？还是根本一点都不介意？难道他真的认同一句话吗？“真正爱一个人就要亲手把自己心爱的人交给最适合她的人”难道他真的确定对方适合她吗？难道他不晓得随便把她断送给他人对她来说有多么的不公平吗？

如果你不爱她，请不要随意把她推许给他人！！！

己所不欲，勿施于人！！

糟糕了， 胖了胖了！！！

Starting from tis Degree life ，i alwz starving. 每天的膳食都不规律，甚至常常挨饿。T.T。。最近我的胃口很大，常常吃不饱，我发现自己变胖了。有一句话我说了18年5个月，那就是‘我想胖都很难’。。。但我想这句话我不会再说出口了。。。
有人说女生胖一点好看啊。。。其实我只是被胃口大开的自己吓倒。。哈哈~
我竟然吃了鸡腿饭+饭，但还是觉得不够饱。。ZZzzz。。。我想在这样下去我会变大肥婆了啦！！！ T.T。。

写着写着，现在又开始觉得饿了啦。。才5.30pm 呢！！！
怎么办？？ 大吃的我，不知道已经花多少在食物上。。。Lolz。。。

Ice BrEAking

Hihi…blog..i m bec again…hahaha…
i be the helper in the ice breaking which organize by utar ice breaking committee..
this is the 1st time I involved In utar activities.
Thx Grapes for inviting me involving in this ice breaking...
I learnt smtg from this activity and gets some new friends o.
I also have opportunity to make friend with seniors^^ this can help me in my studies ^^
They are so friendly and nice to make friend. We chat a lot and intro ourselves^^
I had a nice experience and memory through this ice breaking^^
Hope our friendship forever^^

kampar again...

1st day at kampar after foundation graduated. 2day is a tired day....i took 5 n the half hours sitting in the bus. damn boring , tired and pening.

When reached kampar i rushing to skul settle smtg... i seem like having skul tour...rushing here and ther in skul...make me blurr...@.@... finally got my result slip and student bill...bt not yet register...lolz...2day cnt meet my cute friend..haizz...a bit disappointed...bt nvm....sure will meet one day..hahaha..=D..

At nite i shopping wiv my new friend called grapes..haha...2nite is the 1st time meet him.... luckily i cn recognise him...hahaha...XD....although v failed to buy the things v planned to buy, but he still acc me shopping..haha...

Nw...at my room...actually is in oven...damn HOT nw.... i sweating in my room... Oh My God....i damn miss my air-cond....y here din hav air-cond leh???? who cn install one for me...T.T
tis is my 1st day at kampar eh story le.... boring leh...haha...bo bian...>.<...

Friendship between boy and gal cn long lasting??

Izit Guy make friend easily when interested in someone and also will forget someone easily when find other more interested ppl ?? I met one guy. From beginning we chat everyday and chat a lot. We kidding, telling cold jokes , talk about own interest and so on. But when time going on, we suddenly become so cold. I also duno y… mayb he felt boring chat wiv me ad ba… from that day I lost jor 1 chattable friend le…ZZzzzz.. we become stranger and din contact at all. How cn friendship suddenly change to become stranger. Maybe I expected too high for friendship. Although I disappointed but nw I meet another one cute friend^^

My cute friend, I long time din c him le..=D… miss him lo…Haha…I noe he also missing me^^although I keep contact with him but I reli duno wat is running in his mind. Should I trust wat he said to me??? I reli no idea. I reli duno is that his real side? His mouth is reli sweet and alwz jz hear good words from his mouth…izit all guy also will say good sweet words to gals?? Haha..=D…but nice to chat with him. Nice to have a friend like him…^^ I think when I bec Kampar he is the 1st person I will meet…=D…but he almost wn to moved le…. Moved to the further place from me…but this wont become our friendship distance ba..^^ hope our relationship cn longer lasting^^

emm.....mmmmm...

Long time din touch my blog ad…feel so weird…. Haha…After bec from trip, I jz stay at home shaking my leg and do ntg. Everyday I jz keep repeating same things at home which are Eat , watch movie and sleep as my lifestyle.haha…=D… I appreciated tis lifestyle because after finish my holiday, busy study degree life will be started. Tat time sure cnt so free like tis le…. >.<... During this boring holiday, I miss my friends especially my dear..Jenny…=D.. But she seldom sms me…sien nia her…duno bz wat…lolz… alwz wn me on9 but she sendiri cnt on9 also…>.<”…. Luckily got gam gam acc me when I damn boring..^^..actually v all also boring at home..haha….miss the moment v play and yc….haha…=D…but I think tis will become our memory le…. I think v hard to gather and play like be4 ad….>.<..

I plan to change myself when tis degree life started. I promised to study more hard so that can score in my degree. i cant so lazy like when foundation and cnt get result as I aimed…my characteristic also nid to be changed. I noe be4 my style reli make my friends around me felt so tired and annoying. So, I swear I will improved myself . Someone had told me my bads ad and I appreciated. I will change to be nice but plz la…I sometime manja because I nid ppl sayang me ma^^ plz dn suan me la….=D…all gals also wn ppl sayang ma… la la la~~

2 days memorable trip wiv Utar Friends

Taiping …
After finished my foundation, my holidays was started. My friends organized a trip to Taiping and Bukit Merah. Our 1st destination is Maxwell Mountain. The scenery there really nice especially the weather is fresh and cold. I grab my opportunity to take some photos along the road^^. We took a specially car up to the mountain. Along the road, we shouted loudly cz the road was really very narrow and the driver drove very fast and skillful. The driver driving while eating popcorn, so geng and hao lian lo…beh tahan him nia...haha..XD..

We took about half an hour to reach the destination. All mcc after get out from that car…haha..XD.. Luckily no ppl vomit along the road. After reached half of the mountain, we stil nid walk about 5minutes to reach NEST which is the huz we stayed and overnite^^

The huz has no fans but still felt cold^^ but the most I hate is a lot of insects. I had bitten by a small bee. I think that is a male bee…haha..XD.. maybe is me too sweet so he tot I am honey. Haha..XD.. That is the 1st time I bitted by bee. He bitted my toe and my toe bengkak. I felt damn pain although a small bite…>.<… My friends still laugh my toe bengkak..ToT… Fortunately one of my friends there lend me her glister which cn make my toe hilang bengkak...haha..XD.. really thanks to her. At nite, We had barbeque and ate a lot there. A lot of food were prepared to be panggang. That nite I was very full. After dinner we had our own activities. My friends start gambling while I jz watching them beside and sms wiv my cute friend. Haha…XD… The line there is really bad.. My messages hard to send so i left my friends and find a place that had full line continue my chatting…XD… After that 2 of my friends joined me and we chat about ‘smtg’…haha..XD… Tat nite we sleep very EARLY in the morning. We sembang at the living room like family meeting…XD… We plan to wake up at 4.30 am to c the sunrise bt failed..==”.. We all sleep till like pig and miss the nice moment. Haizzz…..>.<… After breakfaz, we grabbed our opportunity to take some photos.

Bukit Merah…
After taking lunch at Taiping, we started our journey to Bukit Merah. Hooray…^^ The weather of that day is still consider nice…haha..XD…not so hot. We all so pia bubuh sunblock on our whole body included boys..haha..all scared will become dark. All play till so siao at there.. XD I also terminum water when playing water there. I also grabbed my opportunity to bully them haha..XD..especially to them that duno swimming…haha…I made their ‘boat’ sink and treat them drink some sea water^^ am I very naughty?? I dn think so…Haha..XD

After tired playing, we plan to leave le..haha..XD… after bath I saw myself become so dark ad…so sad…haizz…my hair also become damn dry..ToT… duno when cn I turn to fair a bit…ToT…
After leave Bukit Merah, we depart go to eat seafood o…haha…XD….i had the opportunity to take some photos of sunset which really very nice. Haha…XD..i long time din watch sunset n sunrise ad…haha….XD…

Sungai Siput
At nite, we went to one of our friends’ huz. We overnite there^^. Her bangloo is really big and nice… we celebrated friend’s birthday there and held a fairwell for 2 friends who left Utar going to Penang study Law and one is moving to Setapak continue her degree studies. Tat nite I think I m the 1st one who cried when the 1st song was music up. We all grabbed our opportunity to say out our heart words. Among us got friends talk while crying… the scene become damn warm and sad. I really sad tat nite. I really hard to c him leaving us. He is really a good and nice guy tat I never meet. I appreciated his helpful and treat us good. I really will miss him…ToT… Take care friends… wish u 2 all the best^^ friendship 4ever^^…

Tats all for our 2days trip. We all enjoyed ourselves and gain some memorable time 2geter. After tis trip duno when we all still can gather like tis again.. I will remember and miss tis moment. I believed our friendship nvr end if we keep in touch. Friends, let us hold ours memory together whatever when v r…… Appreciated each other ba^^ TAKE CARE ALL…

Tan Chee Keat…I will MISSsssssssssssssssss u…