early birthday present~

touching honest essay~~ surprise and cute presents~~ conclusion: i cried for 1 hr~~ T.T

unhappy~~

那种感觉和问题又在我脑海中浮现了~!!!!我讨厌!!!!!!!!!! 我很伤心,于是我醉了~~~~~~

真搞不懂~!!!

2day i sleep jor whole day...and skipped my class.... i also duno y....i felt so so so so tired...from morning sleep till evening jz wake up for my dinner...wat is happening to me???HEADACHE~~ HEART PAIN!!! this is the 1st time i sleep jor whole day....

some friends asking me smtg happen??? i reli duno how to tell them.... i noe they are concerning me.....bt i reli alright.... mayb i too tired ad.... physical and mentally tired ba...i keep smilling in front of them so that they wont so worry about me.... i reli fine...i no more be4 geh Apple... i m tough gal now....nothing can beat me down...xD

got one friend say me alwz keep my sadness in heart...actually i do so cz dn wn be be4 geh MoMo Apple again.... laz time geh me alwz bring sadness to u all....u all sure very fan wif me ba....my dear also feel angry when i Momo...xD... nowadays geh Lemon wont like tat anymore....LEmon now is reborn..xD..jz will share HAPPINESS wif u all....nt sadness....

i hope i can cry out....bt i failed to do so....i duno y..b4 i cry easily... watch touching movie also will cry....bt now...when facing problem and hurted.... there are no tears coming out from my eyes...how could this happen??? i try my best to cry....bt...unsuccessfully....i reli hope can drunk....bt dn wn bring problems to my friends...lolz...xD...better dn wn think too much la...

BE TOUGH LeMon~!!! i noe i can make it...xD...SMILE （^o^）

错的人

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真正的可笑

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

明知道爱情并不牢靠
但是我还是拼命往里跳
明知道再走可能是监牢
但是我还是相信只是煎熬

朋友都劝我不要不要
不要拿自己的幸福开玩笑
但是做人已经那么累
假惺惺的想要逃
在爱里连真心都不能给
这才真的真正可笑
爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但是我还奋不顾身

可能 在爱里面这样算笨
可能 永远没有所谓永恒
但是我 不愿放弃这里面一点点可能
宁愿笨也不想要悔恨

爱得太真 太容易 让自己牺牲
太容易让自己沉沦
太容易 不顾一切 满是伤痕
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我还是奋不顾身
我太笨 明知道你是错的人
明知道这不是缘分
但我相信有点可能

23-24 October 2010...Genting Adventure..xD

回想起，我已经两年没上云顶了，记得上次去是 高中三毕业旅行吧。。。xD
现在我觉得云顶蛮陌生。朋友的心血来潮决定了云顶为我们的旅行地点，就这样，我有了前所未有，不同的经验^^

这次上云顶，觉得云顶的气候没像以前那么冷了，或许是身边有个人不停在散发热能吧。。。哈哈哈。。。根本不需要披上外套^^ 云顶唯一没变的还是人山人海，人来人往。。。

这次的旅行让我累积了很多经验，很多的第一次。。。

第一次had overnite trip wif didi,wen,sy,and his gf...until now i still duno wat is the name of sy gf...xD...

第一次play indoor theme park...everytime go Genting friends all sure will play outdoor theme park...i play until diminising marginal utility...xD...i also dislike too crowded place...luckily gt didi and wen acc me...hehe...=)

第一次 play indoor mini roller coaster... and hurt my backbones...lolz... until now still a bit pain pain...T.T...someone still laugh me there and want me take picture as memory wor...55555...rarwr!!! and 'thx' to another one hurt my back Twice...T.T

第一次射箭... MOST excited game i had try...nxt time sure will play again if gt chance...‘老师’教导有方，result is still counted as consistant although not accutate....xD... aiming area B bt shot target area C...xD...so swt~~ after that jz realise my aiming method is wrong...lolz..=P

第一次enter kasino... Under age geh me enter casino of Genting ilegally....xD... so scare without look at the guard beside when entering casino...xD...actually casino is same as drama i watched...xD...ntg special...i jz realized that ther have non-smoking area...xD...i still drink jor a cup of orange ther...xD...

第一次watch 3D show.... quequed for 1 hour...the baby doll really scaring me...xD...duno close my eyes how many times...xD...and get shocked by the splashing of gas on my face...and headache and @@ after finished watched...lolz...when i started to become so weak geh??? haizz...

第一次watch midnight movie at Genting... i had watched 'Red' this action movie and it was quite nice and some part of movie is really funny...especially the pig doll is so...swt~~...xD

第一次wall climbing... i was sweating and shaking when climbing up...my heart was pumping very fast... my hand shaking and i was exhausted after my 1st try of climbing...scary lerrrr~~ bt had a nice experience^^

第一次play bowling at Genting... luckily the shoes provided there is more new and clean than my hometown..xD...bt the TV showing result is too far from us already lar....me orang tua susah nak nampak...xD... and i 1st time watching bowling rolling out from inside of the lorong...the lorong is not slopping inward???

第一次snipper shooting... haha...i was shocked by the 1st shot of didi...lolz... and i also had a experience of shooting tat i nvr done be4...thx to didi let me had a try^^ and didi really very geng o...accurate shot on target^^ although had zero point in one shot of air shot me....xD...

第一次collect room key of hotel... i jz informed that we are not compulsory to return back our room key when check out and can collect it as souvenir...xD... so great that i had collected 1 ohh =)

这次的Genting Trip 真让我流连忘返，我好久好久好久没玩得那么开心了，thx for Wen decided this trip and let me bully along whole trip...thx for didi booked hotel and bring me to experience a lot of new games tat i nvr play be4....and thx for Sy be our driver...xD... hope this 1st time trip nt our last time trip...xD....

Hope free v r going to other else place to adventure...xD...

The last nite holiday at my sweet home~~

2nite is the laz nite i acc my parents at home... suddenly so berat hati wan leave here... i think after 2 months i jz will bec to here again....

I will miss my mum meleter me...xD...actually i love mum meleter me...cz she reli care of me^^ i will miss mum's damn tasty cooking too... bec jor kampar no one cook delicious food for me liao...T.T...5555....bt mum said she dn wn me miss her dn wn me bec home acc her wor... cz everytime i bec home then she nid to cook for me...very tired wor....xD...

I also will miss my dad....he is so concern about me...more gan chiong me than myself...xD..
everyday he working so hard...bringing tired body reach home bt still will talk to me wif him smilling face^^ sometimes i will help him in his work hope can reduce his work load....

my bed~~ i also will miss u...xD...i spent a lot of time on my comfort bed...haha...when nite i sure will lying on my bed on9....xD...

sei fo loh....cham....when packing i jz realise i gt many things bring bec to kampar....i jz have 2 hand how to carry so many things....T.T....gao meng arhhhhhh.... thinking about nid to sit 5 and 1/2 hrs bus den i started to sweat ad....==...i hate sit bus larrr...bt no choice...T.T....
i 2mr sure will pengsan @@ again...aiyoyo...hw nice if i no nid sit long journey bus....haizz...

thats all for this post la...lazy write liao...xD...continue wif my packing...bb alor star...hihi kampar....i m coming....

Thanks so much^^

谢谢你~~ 常常在我肚子饿时带我出去吃好料

谢谢你~~在我无助伤心的时候发短讯安慰我，鼓励我

谢谢你~~常常关心我的健康，睡眠，饮食

谢谢你~~在我需要帮助时伸出你那温暖的手

谢谢你~~在我最伤心的时候办法逗我开心，带我出去散散心

谢谢你~~总是那么的细心体贴，处处为我着想

谢谢你~~在考试期间给予我你那幸运的祝福，让我考试顺利

谢谢你~~在考试期间爱睡的读书状况时，发短讯逗我开心，让我有精神继续奋斗

谢谢你~~在考试期间还怕我睡不醒错过考试而担心我

谢谢你~~在考试期间常常泡香浓的茶让我提提神

谢谢你~~给我一种被保护温暖的感觉

谢谢你~~重视我的喜好和不喜欢

谢谢你~~常常分享你的故事给我听，使我更了解你

谢谢你~~陪我渡过美好的中秋节，送了香甜的月饼，还送我亲自做的美丽三层灯笼

谢谢你~~

Lata Kinjang^^

Make up^^

沉默

沉默只会让事情变本加厉，发展到一发不可收拾的地步。。。

我只想问你~~ 你还需要我以前那常常依赖你，陪你喜怒哀乐，关心你的好朋友吗？？

对不起

i m sorry....i should'nt....

STRESS....DISAPPOINTED....HOPELESS...HELPLESS....

Recently i really feel so stress and unhappy...
Everything when wrong....
Relationship problem.....Friendship problem....Personal problem....
All bad things come 2geter make me feel damn STRESS..DISAPPOINTED..HOPELESS..HELPLESS...
Exam make me feel so stress.....bad result make me scared will failed my QT....
Friendship make me disappointed....someone make my heart bleeding....make me feel so Hopeless... because i am so untrustable??
I failed in my Friendship and Relationship at the same time...
i feel like hanging alone on the sea...
no one lend me a hand....i keep shaking my hand.....bt no one can c me....
i feel so Helpless and lost.....

I crying in the dark lonely....Emo....bt day time still force myself to smile and laugh in front of others.....tis really make me feel more sam fu....
Friends....sorry when i cnt control myself Emo in front of u all...
i become high temper and talk so rudely recently....
I keep all this things inside my heart so long...
i nw express out a bit here cz i really beh tahan ad....
sorry friends.... i failed to keep my promise....i EMO AGAIN.....

HappY BirTHday Didi^^

This is the 1st time i celebrate my didi birthday...xD..

reli a surprise for him... Had a nice memory^^

Ong Bak 3 (2010) Tony Jaa, Wu Jing Fight scenes

i LOVE Wu Jing and Tony Jaa^^

swt nightmare...ZZzzz

2day i gt 3 midterm test...i ad study whole week....damn tired....
whole week without rest...keep study study study...damn stress...
sometime i thinking to give up cz too sam fu...lolz...
sometime jz wn shout out...ARRHHHhhhhhhhhh....
hw can tis midterm so stress...den when final den i nid to committe suicide ad...==....
bt nw exam is over^^ although my performance is bad..T.T..

今天，我发了一场噩梦，我竟然梦到了我睡到超时，missed 了3 个考试。
我还打骂为什么没有人叫醒我！！！！ 当时真的很生气，接着我就被闹钟吵醒了。
醒后立刻看时间，lolz..还早。。幸好没错过考试。。哈哈哈哈。。。
或许是太压力了吧。。。

stress...@.@

莫生气。。。

人 生 就 像 一 場 戲 ， 因 為 有 緣 才 相 聚 。
相 扶 到 老 不 容 易 ， 是 否 更 該 去 珍 惜 。
為 了 小 事 發 脾 氣 ， 回 頭 想 想 又 何 必 。
別 人 生 氣 我 不 氣 ， 氣 出 病 來 無 人 替 。
我 若 氣 死 誰 如 意 ， 況 且 傷 神 又 費 力 。
鄰 居 親 朋 不 要 比 ， 兒 孫 瑣 事 由 他 去 。
吃 苦 享 樂 在 一 起 ， 神 仙 羨 慕 好 伴 侶 。

最近~

最近我的心真得好累，好累，好累~~ 我怎么了？
心里明明不开心，但还得假装脸带笑容。。。
为了不让身边的朋友因为我而疲累，我只好假装扮坚强。。。
这样的伪装真的使我心更累，但无可奈何。。。
最近的泪水都难以控制，变成了爱哭鬼。。。
心里藏着许多话但不知可以向谁倾诉。。。
有话说不出口，隐藏在心真的很难受。。。
当朋友问起，我又不知从何说起。。。
神啊！！ 救救我吧！！
真希望我可以选择性失忆，把不开心的事情都统统抛掉！！！

我真的真得真的好累！！！！！

己所不欲，勿施于人

从前，有一个男生和一个女生是同学。假期开放了，那男生才主动联络那女生。虽然那女生没发现到那男生在课室的存在，但那男生几乎每天都发短讯给那个女生，简讯里他们无话不说，聊得蛮开心的，毫无压力。女生习惯了每天都和那男生传简讯。那男生会把心事告诉那女生，那女生就会陪着他细心地聆听并安慰他。

假期结束后，那男生终于和那女生见面了。第一次见面双方都蛮尴尬的，至少他们都依照片认得彼此。见面后，他们还是像之前一样，通信息，搞活动。所谓：“好花不常分开，好景不长在”不知道为什么他开始对她很冷淡，不再像以前一样常常发短信给她。她开始觉得好奇并开始担心他，心想他怎么了？

有一天那个男生发短信给那个女生，他向那女生说因为他一段失去的爱情而他心已死。他不想那女生对他有期望，所以一直强调不要对他有任何关心。那男生不喜欢那女生，但还是假扮好人，一直把那个女生往外推，推给另外一个正在追求她的人。他很害怕那个女生会喜欢上曾经受过情伤并正疗伤的他。他并不知道正在追求那女生的男生到底是怎样的人，但是却不停地告诉女生那个正在追求她的男生有多好，有多适合她。他往往不知道说出那些话他正伤害着他自己和那个女生。其实那女生想从他口中听到的不是另一个男生的好，而是他真正的心底话。
那女生从他口中可以感觉到他的害怕和无奈。每天反复无常的他有时会很低落，有时会说出奇奇怪怪的话，让那女生摸不着头脑。当他低落时会发短讯向那个女生诉苦。那女生都会开导他，逗他开心，不想他再伤心。当那个女生和正追求她的男生一起出现时他会便显得不自然，一句话都没跟她说，就像陌生人一样。那女生就觉得很好奇并且很失望，最后她才得知原来他因为看见那女生和追求她的男生坐在一起而只好对她冷淡并不沟通。那女生知道后很矛盾，到底他心里是怎么想的，他是在吃醋吗？还是根本一点都不介意？难道他真的认同一句话吗？“真正爱一个人就要亲手把自己心爱的人交给最适合她的人”难道他真的确定对方适合她吗？难道他不晓得随便把她断送给他人对她来说有多么的不公平吗？

如果你不爱她，请不要随意把她推许给他人！！！

己所不欲，勿施于人！！

糟糕了， 胖了胖了！！！

Starting from tis Degree life ，i alwz starving. 每天的膳食都不规律，甚至常常挨饿。T.T。。最近我的胃口很大，常常吃不饱，我发现自己变胖了。有一句话我说了18年5个月，那就是‘我想胖都很难’。。。但我想这句话我不会再说出口了。。。
有人说女生胖一点好看啊。。。其实我只是被胃口大开的自己吓倒。。哈哈~
我竟然吃了鸡腿饭+饭，但还是觉得不够饱。。ZZzzz。。。我想在这样下去我会变大肥婆了啦！！！ T.T。。

写着写着，现在又开始觉得饿了啦。。才5.30pm 呢！！！
怎么办？？ 大吃的我，不知道已经花多少在食物上。。。Lolz。。。